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• Had lunch with the squad at Café Eusebio thanks to Emeliene
• VIVA MAPUA! OLE!
• Stayed in Krizza’s to chill. Karaoke + Christmas lights = PARTEEEEH!
• “You know I’d walk a thousand miles if I could just see you tonight.”
• “Di ko kaya”
• “Here I am”
• “I can’t fight this feeling anymore”
• “Di ko na mapipigilan”
• “Human”
• “KABET”
• Pigged out again at 129 Avelino with Emeliene and Jhery Mae
• No classes WHAT
• Went home
• Chat with Karlina
• "Diin ka na mag-college?"
• "Di ko pa aram"
• "Pag toss coin nala"
• WHAT
• Because I desperately needed a sign, and I was stupid enough, I actually agreed.
• Heads = UP; Tails = USC
• Tails.
• "When the coin was in the air, what did you want it to be?"
• "I don't know. Both. None. I don't know."
• I actually laughed at Karlina's style. I didn't know she'd use that on me. LOL
• But really, I still don't know where I'll study in college. 
• UP: It's far, it's in Iloilo. I don't know what I'm gonna do in Iloilo. I don't know anyone there. My course is different. But, it's U-freaking-P.
• USC: Another dream school of mine. Everything's perfect. The school, the place, the course, but... what about UP? Who am I to waste such a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity?
• I need more time to think. And pray.
• Texted A just because I couldn't handle it anymore, haha!
• But.. I noticed she doesn't reply like she did before?
• Maybe she's tired. Or annoyed. Or was having a bad day. Or all of the above.
• Well. That's fine, I guess.